begging

i should bear in mind that I'll be having tons of tests right after this holiday. perhaps i should bold them in my mind, not just remembering it. chemistry, physics, biology, IDA. a lot huh? yet i still linger around and act cool as if there is nothing big waiting for me. come on Fede. be sensible. tests will shoot you nonstop next week.

daddy, mummy..can i go out? can i chill out with my friends before they go? please. this is the only chance i get to meet them. i'm not going to do something stupid. just give your little daughter a slight freedom to enjoy her youth.

oh.

PERIOD. ah..'great'.

i have a big big feelings that my blog is just a crap. a crap yeah. i talked crap, i typed crap. everything is a crap. damn. thinking of deleting this page but um..sayang. i fall in love with my blog ba. you know something like 'jatuh cinta' kan? hahah..

wanna know something? i think my english nowadays is gettin worse than before. WTF.

i feel boring. syiah! today's IDA class is full of presentation. instead of pretending to listen to their presentation, i do my blog. so fuck up man.

30 minutes..
sorry dude, i was stucked watching real paranormal video with my friends. that stupid video has spooked me. there came a part where the door was suddenly slammed all by itself. i screamed! oh my..i screamed again like when i watched the descent 2 last night.

oh ya..haven't told you guys about yesterday. i loveeeeeeeee it! :) i drove manual out to big kuching city! *proud2* hey..say congratz to me la. haha.. well, even though i passed my driving yesterday but damn..it was awful. i almost hit two cars and i forgot to switch on my light. cibai ba. like i drove without light from spring to BDC ba last night. dh la we ran into a police car. can you imagine, 7 people in a kancil??????????? me driving, gy sat next to me. sam, vic, lina, pame and fatin sat behind. i had 6 lives depending on me, so i drove a bit slow and careful. of course, i have my vision problems during nights. thanks to God, we all arrived at desa ilmu safe and sound :) did i mentioned that spring had a big bang merdeka sale yesterday? vinci. padini. bodyglove. oh my! my eyes were moving left and right looking for nice stuff. wedges! i want one pair for raya. shirts, tee's and singlets. they were all cheap. cut my hand if you think yesterday's sales were still expensive. hey! up to 70% ba. sayang..MNG got no sale. they still selling the old stock. perhaps one day MNG will be having a stock clearance. have to be super alert for that. i just bought an Elianto eye liner. as usual, i bought it for a discount. my silky girl eyeliner is so fucking big as big as a marker pen. i don't wanna ruin my face for that kind of stuff.

IDA oh IDA..ku sungguh tidak menyukaimu. wanna go back!

september love

helooooooo September :)

new month huh? time flies so fast. oh ya..i'm in IDA class now. I FEEL SO BAD having the annoying ROY next to me. oo crap! haha.. so cibs ba. keyh2..chow. x selesa to blog now.