meeting you was destiny
becoming friends with you was a choice
but falling in love with you..
I HAD NO CONTROL OVER

crap

helo =) glad to be back. i do have lots of things to talk about but well, my mind won't let me play this lappy. tired of sitting facing this lappy, on-lining facebook and blog, i tried watching television and slept early. I DID! perfectly.

i'm in a kind mood which i called it oh-i'm-not-okay-at-all mood. like always, i had a fight with my guy..huhuuuu...

i miss him =( oh God..

ggrrhhhhhh!! i want that dress!! hahaa.. i've seen a few long dresses, quite similar to the above pic. but like always, the designed patterns are literally not fit for my tan skin. uh! what a pathetic! wait till i'll find the RIGHT one for me..

syg

damn! i miss this man so much =(

people, i had a fight with this guy hours ago. seems like the fault came from me. *sigh* i know, i know. i'm so sorry syg =( i cried the whole day. i felt like a flash of pang as he sent his last text to me, sounded.."don't you ever reply this text and bla3." man! i felt dreadful. i took all the guilty for what i've done to him. so i cried. really. for hours my tears rolled down my cheek. what to do? i wanna text him but NO. i don't even have a slight gut to do that. so yeah! i changed my relationship status in facebook from married to single. well, i wasn't sure what proper thing i should do to ease this fucking thingy. yeah! that caught his attention. as i predicted, he called me and boom! he bombarded me. me diam jak la. i can't say what he has said was wrong. then we had a little phone conversation, i'm sorry and blah3 and tup..we are okay now =) -enuf said-

awww..! look at this picture. he's so cute, isn't he????? but shesshh!! i'm not going to compliment him for his cuteness. NO WAY! haha.. sorry syg. most of the time he'll act like a dumb. farting everywhere, doing his unique pouting lips, telling jokes that he didn't mean to joke at all and lastly, MANJA. what a dumb man though. that's why i love this guy so much mainly because of his dumbness. haha..

i've got lots and lots of things to write but time doesn't allows me to do so. so papaiii =)

reading

heloooo Sundayyy.. :))

aa..what a great starting day. today is cloudy and cold. there is no hotness for sure. went for a mass this early morning. halleluyah! hhahaa.. anyway, i'm reading this book now.

got to go blog. i have a book waiting for me..

awwww..!! my new beyb :)

haha..!! i bought it few weeks ago. i didn't craved for this phone before, but well. my mom's budget was quite tight, so i had to let go my dream phone and go for this T707. this phone is not bad at all, looking good in my eyes. 3.2 mp camera is what i wish for. still, i've maintain my fold kind of phone style. syg..i'm not jealous of you anymore for having a new phone coz i've got mine a new one too! and it's obviously prettier than yours :)

busan

basically, i'm damn BORED right now. feelings for on9 has no more. what i do now is just sit on the couch and read some books. well, a book so far :) can't wait to get myself busy though. UiTM!! hahaha.. i'll be there by the end of june. aiyo..my head got itself twisting around like, hurh? really ba. i feel soooooo stupid staying at home and do the same things everyday, despite keep counting the BIG days to come. hee :D get myself tucked to this lappy also gains nothing but a sense of BORING. facebook nowadays are become much2 lamer than before. people in facebook are also getting more sucks. i mean, most of them now put their anger and blaming others in facebook. helooo..!! anok la depan2. x main la anok tru fb. twitter? later la i check what's up on twitter. tumblr? well, tumblr is just fun when it comes to pics and quotes. but no to blog. so here i am, back to blogger..to where everything has started before.

aaa..24 may.. 9 days to go before my jpj test. what a fuck as i have to wait for a lonnnggggg 1 month before i could go for driving test. so far, i've done good. but not good enough. bukit is still the scariest part of all. i might fail at that. huuu.. to uncle velon, thanks for teaching me how to drive. you sure make my life more wonderful. ouh2..syg too! thanks for teaching me how to drive using your mom's vios. hahaha.. kinda exaggerating as i drive the luxury car.

tuka topik..
i'm thinking of deactivating my facebook. is that a wise thing to do???? splash me with your answers beyb..(i know you won't because there's no one reading my blog) haha.. yesterday was friendster's day, today is facebook's day, tomorrow will be whose days then? anyway, i went to petronas to get my salary. gosh! it's only rm100.22. nah! it's better than nothing right? i'll give to my mom rm40 to fill her car's fuel tank. skali skala sponsor ba :)

hohoo..syg2. lmk na ktk makan ewh. bertaik mata me tggu. hehe.. on9 gk syg oiiii..