killin' experiment report

Aim :
To investigate how Apye feels when Fayde is dead.

Problem statement :
How to kill Fayde?

Hypothesis :
If Fayde is dead, Apye will be lonely.

Materials and apparatus :
Keranda, kubur, kapak, pedang, tali, kain, Fayde...

Procedure :
1) Take Fayde to the dark place.
2) Hit her till she fainted.
3) Rape her!
4) Tied her on the rope.
5) Cut her throat.
6) After she dies, clean the blood and all things that might be the evidence.
7) Burry her.
8) Pray for her.

Collected data :
Apye is lonely..
Apye is caught by the police..
Apye got criminal record..
Apye will be the rOckstar....:p (lam mimpi jk)

Conclusion :
The hypothesis is accepted. If Fayde is dead, apye will be lonely and half dead. Therefore Apye should not kill Fayde...

such an eveready

guyssss..
you know what..
i've met Everard just now at St. Joseph's Church
and then i was like..OMG!
huuu..feeling a bit goosebumps at that time.
yeahhh2..so it was

at first, i didn't even noticed his existence there. as i turned my head around heading towards the altar, my eyes captured on one particular figure who is familiar to me. no blink, i stared at him for assurance. it's HIM! dangg~! "what i'm going to do?", the nervous side of me kept on asking me. "stay calm okayh. He won't hurt you.", another voice in my head. you see, i never talk to him before, just messaging and friendstering. that's it, not more than that. then, here comes the climax..... i was supposed to take the Holy Communion. and yet, everard helped a Sister who apparently gave the Holy Communion to our right-wing of the church. i was there, at the right-wing of the church. and so yeahh, i did took the Holy Communion. but damn! i did no stare at him. eye contact??? it's way too possible. i kept my head down as i passed through him. somehow, i felt like he was staring at me, just a 'hello' staring. oo man, why i've done such a stupid thing? i knew i should say hello to him, or at least a smile will do. haizzz..what can i do. i felt like a flood of adrenaline run through my capillaries as i walked in front of him. pheuwww! it was a close one. felt regretful, i was pissed off over myself. i swear, i swear i'll never do that againnnnn.. plzz..get off you 'nervous'! btw, he's an altar boy in the church. wow! truly a devout boy i guess..haha.

before that, i went to a bookshop with my sister just to buy a few exercise books literally for this coming mid-year exam. after almost half an hour picking, dropping and choosing the best one, i finally felt so "fuhhh" (exaggerating) haha..

look what i've bought

i must get ready for the exam. exam brings thrill out of hell..is it?? haha.. exam2.. why you have to exist hah???? bio, chem, sej and physics. see? lot of things that i haven't fully recovered yet. still, pray for me okaii?

study smart and enjoy you life being a student :) cheese!!

survey.

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
: pa ku lalek nak..haha
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
: ouu..nO3.. i rily adore my charming CHUCK BASS! awww*
What do you get complimented on the most?
: my 'pretty face'. ahaa~!
Name three people you tell everything to?
: apye, apye n apye..again? huhh.
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you do?
: shuhhhh2~!
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
: not at all
Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
: CANNOT! that's my drug okayh?
How are you feeling?
: felt sorry for the China's kids
How do you feel about big trucks?
: whoahhhh..rugged2
Does anything hurt on your body right now?
: yeapp..scratch my back plzz? haha
Do you want someone to call you right now?
: nahhhh..not a fon-calls type anymore
Is something wrong right now?
: probably..
Are you mad at someone?
: sak ati ada laaa
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
: nopeee..depends lorh. addmaths gik lom siap towk
Can you honestly say you listen to all kinds of music?
: me? oh no, thanks. i've no interest in reggae.
Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
: lot of snow baby! purely white and i damn love it!
Have you ever fought over the opposite sex?
: alwaysss..ya apye ya gago gilak. heyhh
Are you good at math?
: used to be. but now, huh! boh jak
Do you usually listen to your parents?
: nope2.. haha..me so jaik
Do you have any siblings? Do you get along?
: yeaa..sometimes only
Do you cry a lot?
: hohoo..this is tough one
Do you act more silly or serious?
: silly! cupid to be precise
Are you good at keeping secrets?
: no3.. plz don't u pepel ever2 tell me ur secrets. haha
Would you like to fall in love?
: i wud love to..but not for now :)
Do you have any gay/bi/lesbian friends?
: LOTSA! haha..
What are you doing tomorrow?
: goin back to skul. a bit yeay
Do you have any shirts with funny sayings on them?
: nope..i'd luv to have one..hee :D
Are your bedroom walls a different color than white?
: opkoz. it's baby blueeeee.. calm colour
What day of the week is it?
: saturday.
Have you ever ridden first class on an airplane?
: i wish i cud..
What's your name without the letters a, b, c, x, y, or z?
: fidelisi meris. geez..i need my 'a' back
How often do you wear a belt?
: depends on my trousers. if it's a slack, i surely wear it
Have you ever had seagulls attack you at the beach?
: never. oo God, keep me away from those attack. huuu
Do you always find it cute when boys call you babe/baby?
: i was like, dhuhh~ haha.. sumtimes, i feel a bit younger than wat i shud now. haha
Has a boy ever asked your best friend about you?
: dunno. ask dem laa.. why u ask me? heyhh
Do you like your life right now?
: 50/50.. seriously, i dun wanna hate my life
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
: toto? i slept by 4 am. how amazing..haha!
Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
: yeahhh.. :) n i luve dem. emuaahhh
Are you in a good mood right now?
: kinda :)
Do you take compliments well?
: yeahh..it's compulsory. haha!
what bed did you sleep in last night?
: mom's one. hee..:D
What was the last thing you cried about?
: my fawk bday :( uishhh..
Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
: heyy..da nite is still young. we njoy beybeh! haha
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
: chrysanthemum tea. (i hope i spell it rite)
Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
: ntahhh..
Have you ever gotten the butterflies?
: wattt????
What are you doing this summer?
: study3..for spm's sake. oo goodness
What are you doing next summer?
: dunno. a vacay wud be nice
In the last month have you wanted to punch someone's face in?
: mok paluk burit org ada laa.haha! apye! be readyyy

a sudden wake

i was like, feeling asleep just now. roughly about 9.40 p.m. wow! what an early for me. haha..yeaa2, but i did put my alarm on 10 pm. how come i didn't realized the maximum volume produced by my phone????? plus with the techno song as my alarm tone?????? no sound, no light, i was woken up by my worst-to-be nightmare. eeee..scary2. by the way, Enol have texted me just now. she informed me the website for our stupid add maths project work. thanks to miss pretty Enol for her very much appreciated information.

take note people ::::
http://www.one-school.net/

surf this website and then click on the 'homework help' tab. the rest is all yours.

jeng..jeng..jengggggg
"fayde has been activated"

haha..i'm all fresh! no tucking to bed for the moment. well, let me see. i've 5 tabs to be surfed. friendster, facebook, this blog, addmaths and you tube. ahaa~! i'm not loba okayh. yet, i've opened another tab for photobucket. wuu..i'm getting more and more into photobucket. all those pictures are very cool! i ran through a few colour splash pics and look what i've found..


gosh..this look pretty! i know most of you probably think that this pic is not that cool. but hey, i love when the colourful things combine with black and white stuff. the combination will blend with such a unique. quite nice you know. obviously, i'm a colourful lover. want to see more? nahhh..

under my umbrella..ella, ella..eyy, eyy

want go to the kitchen for some titbits. tOodles~! :)

alone

yeaa..that's right. I'm SUPER BORED right now. *sigh* Still have a lot of things to do. wait2, let me put them to list.

A list of blablabla things that need to be done :::

1) Add maths project work 09'
2) tons of homework, add maths especially. integration!
3) STUDY for this coming mid-year exam
4) 'kemas umah'
5) reload :) hee..
6) friendstering and facebooking. ym also
7) eat!! haha
8) guard my lovely crib
9) updating my blog (like i'm doing it now)

see???? that's what i need to do today, perhaps. haha.. well, it depends on my whacky brain. mindset baby, mindset!

alone at home, i feel free right now. yeay! my mom, my big sis n my lil' bro went to kampong this morning just for 'suka2'. my big bro n her wife have their date right now at Pandan's beach. heyhh~! ada hati mok g dating..haha! LOL..