my grandpa's funeral

argggg
i'm DAMN LAZY NOW
gonna make my post short

1. went to kampong to attend my grandpa's funeral. May he rest in peace with our Lord.
2. but i never did, i've to take care of my brother. so sad :( but still, he's my grandpa after all
3. my 'annoying cousins were there too, 'sundal' to be exact. haha..mark my word guys.
4. we sent dadi to airport. he's got a bintulu flight to catch up by 6.30 pm.
5. then we went to mjc. i bought my schools uniform and a pair of socks. i'm gonna use PINNAFORE! kurong for friday only :)
6. i ate burger. beef hotdog cheese for 2.50 bucks. quite a reasonable price.

short isn't it? this post seems like a short note that we used to write it down on a piece of paper.. kinda lazy now. well, i'm looking forward for new year, 2009 beybeh!!

to all the PMR candidates this year..

GOOD LUCK!! :)

i hope u guys get a good result. to those who's result is not good enough, heyy..u still got spm to catch up. boo yaa! ^^

my xmas is great!! ^^

yearppp
too great for me! :) started from 25th until 27 i kept myself enjoyed the wonderful moment of christmas. :D way too great! even i can't put them into words. haha.. i'll try my best to tell you what has happened during these past few days...

25th

our xmas tree ^^

early in the morning, me and my family went to kampong. we had our mass there. dhohh..kinda bored. the 'bak smayang' kept on talking nonsense like blablablaaaa. luckily i've got seyon around. she was with me during the mass. then, we headed to graveyard. we put the candles around the graves of our late grandma, my late sis and late jojo. we won't forget them who have died. right after that, we went home. i was busy, TOO BUSY with kitchen's stuff. well, i've give them a helping hand. *applause* haha.. fuhhh.. so tired you know. i did my work without nonstop. continously until all the dishes were cooked. i think by 1.30 then i rested myself. relaxing with a cup of orange in my hand. roughly about 10 minutes later, seyon approached me with her serious face. i was like..hehh????

"oo pok, cdak dedeq dtg ngabang. g layan nun" seyon yelled at me.

eeeeeee.. they spoiled my rest time. but i was trying my best to give them the best service i could. yet, i did it! :) dedeq went with kenon and two more unknown guys. heyy..i treated them very nice, as nice as a wife treat her husband. chewahhh..:)) quite a while then, tony came with his cousins.

"welcome2 :) make yourself at home" haha..i said that to them.

i served them with coke. waaaaa..fuck tony!! he said my popia 'hangus. ahhaha..cipai punya org. we had a lot of fun. talking, laughing, chit chatting and SHITTING ourselves!! ahahah..:D somehow, this whack situation reminded me of jenner. what the heck she's doing in serian? i wished she was here with us. of course that would be more exciting. to add up, i miss her like CRAZY!! ouu2..but we're not lesbian okayh? i didn't went to jenner's house for this christmas. of course, she was away. plus, i didn't stay for a night at kampong. waaaaa.. i've tried my best to stay kampong. i've pleaded with my dad.

"plz dadi, plzzzzz"..

:) babai gave me full support. he asked me to stay. even seyon, puna n san too asked me to stay for a night. but alas, i can't stay. I CAN'T!! wtf!! pfftt~~ but my dad won't change his mind. once he put his words, he never gonna take it back. so yeaa, i was off to kuching :( i don't even talk to my dad. i was PISSED OFF.

nenes...
she's my cuzzie. back then, she was kinda a bit like a man (tomboy). yea.. since she's got atuong as her BF, sh's changed a lot especially her outfits and the way she talk. a lot differences, way better then before. to my suprise, she wore a white dress during the christmas. wow! she looked gorgeous! i admit that she's pretty. well, sapa pn kazen. ahakz! like i told before, i didn't even get a chance to go 'ngabang'..

26th
i was in kuching. in the afternoon, i went to flo's house for a visit. dolly was there too, celebrating christmas with flo. flo's mom treated me well. the food was yummy. *5 star* then, her mom brought me to her 'kaban belayan's house. haha..ask the ibanese if you wanna know the meaning. kinda bored a bit. ou yea. i went to a house. that house was unique, superbly!. there was a jamming studio in it! wowww!! i was thrilled! i never saw such house like that. even the house got a small stage. amplifiers everywhere, the speakers and boofer are huge, two guitars are on display and a drum set. what a nice set. 4 houses and fuhhh.. i was tired. in the evening, me and my family went to our babai's house at Semaba. ou dear, another visiting.. as usual, we ate, talked, and gossiped about things that is happening around. shhh~ *secreto* TIRED!! i was tired. 5 houses you see. dhohh..

27th
my favourite day of christmas 2008 ever! ^_^
too bad, i was awaken by my dad's harsh voice. ishh..too early. waaaa..we then headed ourselves to our mini palm estate in kampong. my dad asked me to cut the grass. yesh..i did what he asked me to do. den ernie texted me. she asked me whether i could join a ride with her to grec's house. unfortunately, i can't. instead of that, i asked she to come to my kampong. and so she was, with mep as her loyal driver. haha..drebar xda gaji :)) they came to my house exactly right after i arrived from the palm field. i didn't took a bath. i treated them with my dull appearances, using unwanted shirts n long tracksuit (baju k g ladang). dhohh~ i guess i do look like a farmer at that time. ee..so small. sorie nie, sorie mep. haha..you guys are truly small p CUTE. haha..great compliment for both of you. ernie! you still look the same. but a bit ladies.. haha..mep also. :) he's so mature. wow! kinda suprised to see him. it's a long time ago since the last time i met them.

CAM-WHORING!!
yeahhhh..that's what i did right after i took a shower. me and my cuzzies posed with our *hot gesture. haha..supermodel! i took lotsa pix. but i just upload less then a quarter of the pictures in friendster. check out my friendster if u want to see the pix. hohoo..i luv cam-whoring. even i look ugly or retard in some pix, i don't care. i don't want to fake my pix just because i wanna look pretty in it. NO2!! i'm not one of a kind. but i did edit some of the pix to make it look mre stylish. haha..i love all pix. it doesn't matter, as long as i'm happy when i took those pix. i think all pix are pretty :) even the people inside the pix are also pretty. THINK POSITIVELY..

combination of our pix. but there are more..

we also went to Dirom's wedding dinner at night. so much people went there. yohhhh..guess who was performed there? it was ACID RAIN N HIS GANG! wow! haha..gonna be a wonderful night :) i met my 'sumuk glamer' too. haha..look at my grandma. she's old but she still feel young. glamorous and fame. yea..she brought he friends and clothe herself with sexy tops and slacks. wow! gonna give her a shot. she hug me, for sure :) aww* mish my grandma in the olden days.


thats all i could say for now. fuhh..i've got more to say but sorry. i'm so tired of typing these crap things.

cheese cake for the 1st time

wwahhhhhh
finally, i've done with the popia and the cakes. guess what. i've made my own cheese cake for the first time ever in my entire whole life!! waaaa..very proud. plus sense of boasting really hunting me. haha :D well, i've made them all and i'm proud of myself. thanks to sangek too. without her, there won't be any wonderful cakes to be made. first, we made 'waterfront cake'. it was ok. not good, not bad. but it was too sweet. too much sugar i guess. nahhhh..learn from the mistakes :)

wowwww
late afternoon, which was about 5.00 pm, i did some gardening job. gardening????? haha..believe it! i know! it sounds strange to me, but yes. i was gardening. kinda fun actually. hoping to be a great gardener when i'm getting older. ahakz! okayh2, let me straight up to the point. actually, all of us including mami did our "general cleaning" for our dad's arrival. houu..my dad is such a great complainer. yearrpp..complainer. keep on complaining about the cleanliness, tidiness, and blablabla. plz shut up ur mouth dad!! it keeps me annoyed. dhuhh~ and i hate this kind of situation, FOR SURE. i'll be dead if i won't clean up everything inside the house. finally, my dad arrived. with his serious face, it makes me feel like a dumb. i'm totally scared with him. exactly! urggggg..i'm shiveringgggggg. and yet, he kept on moving his mouth, talking nonsense about the house, specifically the cleanliness of the house. dhoh! wanna close my ear! i wish i could heard nothing about that. plz dad, stop complaining

ouu dear, it's kinda spooky rite now. got heavy rains and 'kilat' here. uuuu..scary me. i better get off right now. tomorrow will be a very buzy day. huhhhh..sux!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

popia??? again? huhh

ouu dear
its been more den 3 days i've been dealing with popia and i'm still not done with it. arggggg!! towards achieving my goal, i must finish all the popia by tomorrow. err..today maybe?

last sunday, me n my family went for a shopping. wee~ :D ma fav! shops2! shopping for shoes n shirts. luckily i've found them :) fuhh..i felt relieved. but i'm craving for heels, sneakers n bags now. waaaa..

dhohh..
i've been kinda buzy this week. hooking myself with popia n gonna bake some cakes tomorrow, this will be a very busy week. nevertheless, i'm still in the mood for xmas.

GG??????
OMG!! i've been watching GG up to episode 13. and gosh! my chuck bass is gone! :( ou dear, where's my hottie? i'm dying like hell! waaaaaa

i've made some popia

OMG!!

it's 3 a.m in the mornink and me??? i'm still awake. nahhh..boboy too. he's up there with the pc and me down here with laptop. BOTH ON9!

eee..tony!!!! such a great teaser. waaaaa. cibai lu!! haha.. indeed. just wait and see tony. i'm gonna blow your chunks soon. very2 soon. that's your christmas presents! ahaha.. ouu dear..such a crappy thing. xpa2 tony, xpa.. ada budi ada balas, ada hari blh balas. eee..WTF!

today, hardworking around was really worth the time. i did a lot job. plus, i made my own popia. haha..so boastful. yea..but i did it. it was great because i've put much effort on those popia and i'm proud of myself. ou yeaa!! even it's just a small thing, but i can't keep myself from boasting around. haha :)) btw, the popia i've made is for this coming christmas

speaking of christmas, i;m gonna be very busy by next week. my cuzen gonna come here and we're going to bake some cakes. dhohhh..must be very limited-time week. still, that doesn't kill my christmas spirit :)

X-MAS!! :D

carolling tyme :D

it's carolling time!! a yeayy for that. hohoo..our house was the first house to be carolled by the carollers. carollers???? ou yea. the 'kampong people' from all walks of life joined the carolling. including ME! :) *applause* but most of the carollers are childrensand young adults, teens for short. we did enjoyed ourselves. 2 songs for each house. being honoured as the first house for the carolling, i was kinda excited. OVER-EXCITED. and i was given a chance to pick the songs. very honourable. i chose 'when a child is born' and 'joy to the world'. i sang with all my heart. i was filled with spirits of christmas. oo geezz.. that moment was so wonderful. plus, carolling can cherish me n curing me from this moody feelings. and then, we went to another houses. fuhh..5 houses for today and stop! it's enough..

12.00 a.m

still waiting for my brother to come home. specifically, i'm waiting for my roasted chicken. arrrr..my stomach has made it's own 'grgrgrr' song, attentions for food. right after that, my brother arrived. i ate the chicken. geezz...it was yummy! :)

dhohhhh
some of the puppies fell into the drain. and i've to pick them up. hehh~~ i've got 8 puppies in this house. 8 puppies????? can't belive it???? see it yourself.. haha..plus her mother and 'keteuui', that would be 10 dogs in my house now. woowww!! a large number.

on9..on9..on9.. i did that until now. oo feyde! look at the time now! sleep..feyde sleep

GG is gettin more interesting. waaaa

ouu yeaa.. i just read through the GG's blog and guess what????? chuck bass's father is dead. aww* pity for my charming prince. Bart bass was died at a car accident. too bad, no one's fault anyway. beyond my expectations, chuck bass get himself away from the upper east side. away to nowhere. devastating blair was just so true. finally, the moment i've been waiting is happened. blair has said those 3 words (u guys know the words right?). aww* sweet baby! but the conditions at that time was horrible. chuck didn't even care about those 3 words that blair have just said. ouu..too bad for blair. on the other hand, lily and rufus are back! aww** sweeter the ever! lily will never love any other man except her one and only true love, ms. Rufus.

awwww** can't wait to watch them. btw, i've done the downloads up to episode 12. whoahhh.. i've been way left behind! i've gonna catch up this series soon. the sooner, the better.

ouu2. one more thing. 1 funeral, 1 love plus 1 wedding. eleanor, blair's mom was married with the little short man, ..... (uh..can't remember his name though) but still, blair doesn't happy with (a bit)well, the waldorf family has finally completed. and another duo to be mentioned soon. aaron and serena. nahhhh.not interesting in them ANYMORE. for me, serena was totally a blow! still don't get it???? hmm..aaron??? eeuww* why should i like him. after all, he's just and ordinary, simple, and not even on my man list. and how come serena could fall for aaron? oo GG! answer my Q plz.. serena was totally a hottie in season 1 but now in season 2, she was way from that *hotie* title. dhuhh~~

haha :)) that's all i could tell about GG.

HELPP!!!!

geezzzz

i need help. since yesterday i was kept on browsing for some cool layouts for my own blog. but the fuck thing was i can't even paste the code. ou dear.. could some help me with please???? at least try to teach me on the download-copy-paste things. yea..my head is so messed up with those very unimportant things. dhuhh~~ i'm so fucking shit right now. urghhhh!!!

HELPP!!!!!!

things went wrong today. seems like I've got some girls problems. well, you know what i mean right? mm..maybe i should take a deep rest after this. after all, I've been the midnight bug since the holiday started. kinda retire for a day. on9? nahhhh.. i'm not in the mood for this whole chit chatting things. oo blogger. i wish i could have a cool layout for myself. hopefully i'm gonna get my problems settled in any time (regarding about the blog's layout).

carolling! wee~~ :D
tomorrow or exactly today will be the first day of carolling at our kampong. and i'm gonna join the carolling. kampong! just wait for my arrival ait? :)

toto! i'm proud to be your sis

time pass 1 a.m already but i haven't sleep at all. uu..can't get my eyes off. i think i've got imsomnia disease. doesn't know about it? just search it in internet and you will get what you want. rainy3.. raining for the whole day (i guess), all the clothes haven't dried yet. n em??? OMG!! i did an extravagant job today. i cleaned my own window pan! haha..what a miracle. hmm..i did planned myself for gardening job but this day kept on dulling itself this whole day.

ouuu2..i did on9 with some people. err.. *some people* haha.. secreto de amor! but the damn shit thing was tony underestimating my ability to bake. waaaa..he said that i'm gonna get my face burnt in any time as the cakes are also burnt. claken punya budak! haha.. dhohh..

haha..no forget to mention, this early morning toto put something little inside his nose. waaa..he showed me where the thing was and then he handed me a 'playar' (i don't know how to say that in english). haha..i know what he want. he wanted me to get rid of the tiny things by pulling it out using 'playar'. haha..so funny la you toto. me n boboy kept on laughing out very louddddddddd
ouu dear..my stomach started to tickle me. haha..toto2. i'm so DAMN LUCKY to have you as my little bro.

kampong2 :)

i've got not much to say about today. me and my family went to kampong. mami went to 'toyak', doing her gardening stuff and dadi visited his palm oil farm. i did arranged all the things inside our 'rumah pondok'. fuhh..quite bored. then at late evening, we went back to Kch. dadi has a bus to catch up at 9 pm. buhbye dadi :) see ya soon!

who steal our cd player????

well, yeaa. dat's it. my happy day turns out to be the UNHAPPY DAY or specifically, a FUCKING DAY.

urgggg!! i was happy when me and my sister went to Srwk ICT Expo or some people called it 'pc fair'. my sis drove the car and parked right in front of MAS's building. whoaaa! my eyes turned from small to big. i was amazed by the stuff which were on sale. laptops, cameras, hard drives, webcam n so much other cool gadgets! yea. i was a bit yippie..:) 'sakai' local people call it..hehe the expo was full with humans from all walks of life. even grannies went there too. ouu..so up-to-date our grannies nowadays. i did bought a pendrive and urm..an earphone. well, i've lost my pendrive n my old dearie earphones were all lost to nowhere..haha i just brought a couple of RM. not too much i could say. a few bucks only. if can, i want to take the whole things which were on sale. haha..loba me! on the other hand, mi sis was loooking for an affordable laptop. i preferred Dell because our laptop is Dell and it's good. yea. my sis insisted on Acer. but nahh..i hate Acer. its wi-fi signal is too low. an hours later, we went back to the car. we were planning on going for TJ right after that. as soon as we reached our car, we were suprised to see that!!

our car window had broke by some shits and they stole our cd player!

"what the hell is this? who did this to us?" i was asking for an explanation. but my sis also couldn't answer that question.

we made a quick move. we phoned boboy. but he didn't answer the call. then we phoned dady.

"i think u guys shoud go home now." lucky for us, he didn't mad at all. fuhhh..one problem settled. we went back to home. my sis drove slowly so as to prevent any broken glasses from flying and will eventually hit our eyes. euww!! i hope not. then boboy came and took us to a police station to report the case. and we have to go to IPD centre which was at Simpang 3. me, my sis n demos inside the car while boboy riding his own bike. my sis were interviewed by the officers. blablabla.. soon after that, one of the officer took some pictures of the car.

fuhhhh.. but the best part was the cd player was very old. and not so good. haha..gik rasa pencurik ya! cd player nok tua bangka ya pn mok curik jwak ka? eee..such a desperation.

reciting prayers for our late Jojo

While waiting for dadi to arrive from Bintulu, i took a shower and got myself ready for the prayer which will be held soon, very2 soon. Soon after that, mama Ann approached herself in front of our door. She was about to join us going for kampong. And then, dadi arrived with his firends. Beyond my expectations, he brought 2 air conds n a new monitor. wee~~! Soon i'm gonna have my own air cond in my own room.I helped him carrying those things into our house. ouu..such a good daughter i am! after that, we took our dinner together. ouu, one more thing was he also brought some bat meat (daging klawar). eeuwwww!! 5 packets full with their flesh! OMG! how come humans can eat those species? luckily i didn't puke at all. fuhhh..

then, we're off to kampong. kring kringgg. the phone suddenly rang out very loud. i was shocked! it was mama ann's phone. the call was from the kampong. they urged us to go back kampong as fast as possible. to my suprise, Elex gave me a text while i was on the way. he was on his way to kampong too, same as me. yeayy..i'm gonna meet Elex soon! houu, it has been a long time since our last met at St Jo's church. how i mish him so much. lebiu my cuzzie! :)

roughly at 7.05 pm, we arrived at kampong. seyon! finally i met u. :) yeaa..i've been missing all my cuzens like crazy!
"hey dude! how's your life, bitch?" that was what i said to seyon. we used to that 'nudity' conversation long ago until now. well, not so much people went to our house. we had the prayer. but hectic! every 10 minutes, sounds of ringtones was flying and tup! landed right here at our ears. it was quite annoyed. could they just off their phones or at least change it to silence mode? those easy things also cannot do aa? urrr..pathetic!

and then, here it is.
we were served with a lot of food. chicken curry, oyuok kicap (haha) n sayor kampong. way cool! :) i ate a lot really even though i've taken my dinner before. after that, i helped cleaning those plates and cups. ouu, it was time for me to go out and umm..loiter with Elex. yeaa..me and seyon peeped out from the house like a bunch of thieves. scary you know. eee.. the road was too dark. no lamp post. no one was there. besides, toto kept on following me wherever i go. luckily, i managed to get myself disapppeared from his view.

"woii! Elex! kau ka ya?" i screamed at him, trying to get his attention. coz he was shaking his head like a DJ, got a headphone on his head n his phone right on his hand. when i saw him from quite a short distance, my mind was saying that he got his hair a new haircut. and yesh! my guess was right! and as we walked towards him, he was looking at us. then, we were having our chats. chit chatting about our life. he did tell me about his sister. OMG! why some people have to do that stupid thing just because of love??? (convert2 pn hal bha) Fuck dem people! and geezzz!!! Elex has changed a lot. from top to toe! the way he talked was really kept me on suprise. but he is better now then before. i luv the new Elex. i'm proud to be your cuzens! :)

then a BIG SPOILER called me. goshh. it was my sis. uhhh. she informed me that we are about to go back Kch soon by now. so i rushed back. but before that, i said buhbye to him. i really want to hug him right at that moment but nahh. the place was too open. dun get yourselves wrong aa. i mean a hug-to-hug cuzens. not the other kind of hug..haha

AE86 for real?????

i went to batu 3 just now, with mami, isak and toto. just went there to buy 'pau' and have some drinks. right after i stepped out from the car, toto was excited n yelled..

"mami!! keta boom2 initial d mami. nun nya. tengok mami, tengok!" whilst pointing out where da car was.

all three of us took a sudden action looking for the car. and.

OMG!!

the first thing came out from my mouth when i saw a real AE86 right in front of me. not only that. when compared to the same car in Initial D movie, gezz..totally 100% same! i can't believe it!!!

"is this a dream or what????" i murmured to myself

"pinch me!!" i monologued to myself.

i kept on blinking my eyes wilst i ran fast towards da car. hohoo..this is real!! i was happy, flattering beyond the edge. haha..yearpp. then mami suddenly interfered me, the exciting me..:)

"that is the car that i've always seen at batu kawa. i told u guys already that this car is really exist but u don't believe it." mami implied.

yeaa2.. you're right mami. hey, i haven't met any other girls who loves to see car. is it only me, the only girls who loves car??? but for sure, i'm a Initial D's DIE HARD FAN! i kept on watching that movie over and over again. and geezz..i heart edison chen! he's too cool for that. he's my man! haha.. then we took some drinks. i ordered a cup of warm barley. after that we went home. soon as we reached home, toto insisted on going for mjc right at that moment. pfff~~ we were off to mjc. again???? urggh.. we went to everrise to buy cookies n snacks for home use :) we reached home roughly at 10 pm. now i'm waiting for demos, my cuzen to arrived..

"toto!! tdOe gik nun!!"

HSM totally give me a damn fuck thing

as usual (urhh..hate doing da same routine all over again), i woke up. quite early as 7.30 am. early???? haha.. den i did some housework. hang clothes, did some sweeping n blablabla. toto was busily himself searching for his ultraman disc inside his own disc collection. well, sort of. suddenly a HSM disc was right on his hand.

"sepok, toto tengok cita HSM..:)"

he winked at me, asking for compassion..haha. den i played da disc. OMG! i can't believe me myself watched da movie too! me, boboy n toto. ouh..such a monkey trio. haha..yearpp. born in monkey years, all 3 of us sat der lyke a numb concentrating ourselves for da movie. 1st boby, followed up by me n den toto. great combination though..haha. it was totally cool watching dat movie again. i do lurve da part when gabriella yelled 'wow'. i guess she said 'waauuuwww'..haha boboy did laughed at dat part. it was funny u noe seeing G's blurry face. but geez, da movie made me sat still in front of tv until 11 am. thanx to HSM for getting my housework UNDONE! yea..i hadn't cook at all. n i hadn't give toto a bath. den blablabla. afternoon passed quickly. i did took a nap n ate a little. not so much lyke i used to..haha weii, i'm trying to keep my stomach back to what it used to be b4. ngee~~ :D

in a nutshell, i'm so damn lazy today. well, for today only. perhaps by tomorrow, i'll recover from da lazy disease dat is affecting me NOW.

grounded thing is really pissin' me off

now is 1 dec. n i rily can't wait for xmas..=) wee~ i'm so excited n flattered all over da day. but today, i suppose to hang out wif bhubhu for a movie. but my mom won't let me go out. i dunno why. my mom was lyke 'kuno' person. i juz want to go out n have some time with him. not more then that! but my mom would never understand that. nahhhh..she said that it's more useful to babysit my bro then hanging out for nothing. for nothing????? OMG! hate that though. i asked my dad n he said..

"ask ur mom laa. why u have to ask me?"

n my mom said NO! geezzz. arghhhh..i've been grounded!!!

bhubhu..im sorie. lain kali kita kuar gik keyh :)